"Painfully Aware" Lyrics
You don't think I'm beautiful
I feel it when you're near
I'm not the one you dream about
But I'm the one you fear
You can't stand too close to me
Your words hang in the air
You don't think I'm beautiful
And I'm painfully aware
I see the way you look at here
Your eyes dance open wide
She's everything you want to touch
And I just die inside
No emotions left for me
I get your empty stare
You don't think I'm beautiful
And I'm painfully aware
Driving in the summer night
Can't be honest with you now
No words to mention
and I wouldn't know how
All the things you've said to me
They take a nasty bite
Tumbling through space like a star
That's lost its light
You don't think I'm beautiful
I shouldn't really care
I wish that I was beautiful
So you were painfully aware
Bio
With heartfelt lyrics, strong and memorable melodies, and an undeniable stage presence, Lucinda has captured a grassroots following that most signed artists would die for. Lucinda’s musical achievements include:
*National Top 30 AC radio hit single “Gemini Moon” 2004
*Two-time showcasing artist in the “Songwriters Hall of Fame Professional Songwriters Showcase”
*“Top 3 Bands” award winner in the Rock Solid Pressure Sony Records Showcase awarded by Rock Solid Pressure Internet Music Game Show and Sony Records
*Opened for numerous National and International Recording Artists including: The Guess Who, Jeffrey Gaines, Edwin McCain, Bachman Turner Overdrive, Eddie Money, Pat Benatar and Neil Giraldo,
KC and the Sunshine Band, Patty Smythe and Scandal
*A chosen performer for “LifeBeat – The Music Industry Fights AIDS” in their “Hearts and Voices Program”
*Live National Broadcast Performance on NBC to benefit the Special Olympics